Dying Slowly

Written wen i was 17;

I look upon the outside
I see upon the inside
I get along with neither nor
Everyone else slamming doors

I try to find
I try to rewind
Realizing i cant turn bak time

Now here i am
And wat i've turned out to be
Everything else except for me

I realize now
What i've done wrong
And how long
Its been going on

Every breath i take
Seems to be a mistake
Every move i make
Seems to be fake

When i look at u
Realizing every mistake i do
Now im always thinking twice
On loving you

Suicide comes to mind
Dying slowly's another kind
Me and living doesnt match
Now i need to find a latch

Slowly i become
Weaker and weaker
Here i become pale and white
I cant stop it i cant fight
So please do not turn on that light

As u can see i tried to die
Succeeded quite well its about time,
No future for me no life ahead
Look at me now
I'm laying here dead!