When im gone

by physco   Dec 19, 2005


I did it again,
I made my blood pour,
I cut so deep,
Then fell to the floor.

My life has been stolen,
My soul is now froze,
Iv messed up again,
Every time,
Its the same.

More blood pours,
So soft and red,
Flows like a stream,
So innocent but dead.

I don't cut because i want to die,
And i dint cut for attention,
I cut because I'm living a lie,
And its the only thing that helps my depression.

I don't have have a boyfriend to love and care for me,
I don't have a friend,
I can call or go to see,
I don't have a family,
Who i can talk to about my problem,
I don't have nothing,
So it wont matter when I'm gone!

(Current mood:Suicidel)

(Things are actually getting better now, i did write this poem a while back, and now i have a great boyf, a few kool mates, and my life is slowly shaping up)

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  • 20 years ago

    by physco

    Thnx, thnx so much

  • 20 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    I don't cut because i want to die,
    "And i dint cut for attention,
    I cut because I'm living a lie,
    And its the only thing that helps my depression."

    I really love these lines. They were very well written. I can't be a physical friend to you b/c I only see you on line, but if there is something I can do to help you out, let me know, cuz I really want to if I can. Good luck baby. Suicide isn't an answer to anything, trust me I've tried. (see poem Suicide through someone else's eyes and poem because I love you.) Keep trying baby, and keep holding on!

    -Tainted Mikochan

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