Drown in my own tears

I always thought that life would get better,
but as i grow up,
as every second goes by,
life gets harder,
i cant keep my chin up anymore,
i cant keep a smile on my face,
i don't know what to do,
All my fears are coming true,
i don't wanna be alone,
and thats what i am,
my dreams of being loved,
of being beautiful to someone,
has been shattered,
i can't seem to keep that dream in tacked,
i keep gluing it back together,
I'm running out of glue,
I'm running out of patience,
every brake makes the pieces small,
they brake, shatter in a whole new way,
Tho i don't know if i can stay in this world,
i will try to keep my feet on the ground,
Live these days the best i can,
until one day i can no longer ride with the swift Breeze,
until i finally drown in my own tears.
--By:Samie
Dec 19,2005