Do I...

Does it make you mad
to see my fake smile
to know that I'm so broken
and have been broken for awhile

Does it make you scared
scared to see my arms
to know that I'm so hurt
and i always self harm

Does it make you sad
sad to know the truth
to know i was raped and molested
Hell's what Ive been through

Does it make you sympathetic
when you hear my cries
would you truly believe me
or do you think that i just lie

Does it make you happy
happy to see my tears
to know that I'm so hurt
and been sad for so many years

Does it irritate you
to know that i don't eat
or even if i do, it falls upon a seat

Does it make you cheerful
to hear me sound so low
to understand how much i hurt
and its my time to go

Well to you all i say
that i am leaving soon
i cant take their crap
and i don't want to live in doom

Ill take this knife thats here
and let it cut my wrist
then you all will be happy
to know i don't exist!!