My life used to be so bad,
I was depressed all the time,
Nothing was the way that it was suppose to be
But I dealt with it
**** you life was what I yelled
**** everyone who made me feel like ****
Now you\'re gone and I\'m glad
Never again will you hurt me
That\'s how it was
I got better
Stopped cutting
Stopped crying
But now my wrists call to me
You know you want to do it they say
I can\'t fight it
I try as hard as I can
But nothing can help me now
I\'ve gone back to the old me
Someone who I thought was dead
Forever
No one\'s there to save me
Save me from myself
No one knows that I have to be saved
It\'s a constant battle with my mind
Tell them and deal with those consequences
The looks, the stares, the caring which I couldn\'t handle
Don\'t tell them
Deal with it by myself
Try to beat it
I\'ve done it before
I won
But I guess it was only temporary
I don\'t want to fight this fight again
Why won\'t it go away
Get out of my head
Just let me be
You\'ll never have control over me
I hope
I don\'t know what will happen to me if you win this time
It will all be over
I\'ll be over
Alone
**Just a bunch of stuff that was going on in my head. plz comment +vote. thx
