How are you supposed to deal?
When someone you love is suddenly gone,
How are you supposed to feel?
When it hurts so much and you're all alone.
Its so hard to explain,
You miss her like the sunsets,
From the friendship there was so much to gain,
There may have been bad times but also benefits.
You never really understood the ugliness of the friendship,
Never understood what was wrong,
All you did was love her,
And that was what kept you strong.
And now you are nothing,
A hopeless wreck without her,
Though you stood by her side through everything,
From her was the abuse you had to incur.