Would You Even Cry???

Everything seems to go wrong.
like a ending to a song.
or the last hope of something.

but my life is something different.
something beyond faith.
and beyond hell.

i get yelled at.
for something i will be helping out.
but all day he shouts.

what did i do wrong?
i wanted to help.
but i guess i was there at the wrong time.

you yell at me like i did a crime.
i remember the day i told you that i wanted to die.
i came home.

and you asked me if i was alright.
i said yes.
but insides wear ripping.

you never asked me that again.
you never say sorry.
what have you done to me.

i stand in the shower.
letting the water get all over.
and think of wondering.

thinking what i did wrong?
did i do anything?
why am i a bad daughter?

i fall down and cry.
letting the water get the my head.
and wonder how it would be like if i was dead.

would you care?
would you wonder why?
would you even cry?