Mother

Dear mother,
why do you do this to me?
look what you have done
to your daughters and son?
mother look at my wrist
you made me so p i s s e d
i put this blade to my skin
and say "why have you committed this sin"
you don't realize how much i hurt
you made me feel all the worse
you put me through all this s h i t
that you cant admit
i never heard "I love you"
thats why when i do
i act like a fool.
you tell me you've given your all
but all i got was a f u c king call
but i am sorry i am doing this to you
you have to realize how much you put me through
its to late for you to say sorry
i don't love you mother
you never treated me like your daughter
i don't want to suffer
but your making it so much rougher.