The pain is killing me.
the smiling is hurting my face.
making no trace.
of what i use to do.
in my time.
to make that dumb crime.
cutting my arms.
was a mistake.
that i just had to take.
something i did do.
something i might do.
nothing is the same.
it's not a game.
it's just a dumb name.
that's what i think.
no one telling me it's wrong anymore.
I'm gonna shut this door.
and never look back.
every again.
I'll cut myself tonight.
let me sleep.
inside of my room.
and never knowing it was good.
not knowing it would be better.
just knowing i cut.
and my blood is dripping.
