The only one i had

My mother hates me
my father beats me
my grandma yells at me
my brother tells on me
i use this knife
some day it will take my life
tomorrow you will see the verdict
of a broken girl
who had no one to love her

no one will miss her
until the day
she puts this knife to her throat
and is put in this coffin

she was only five
already she wanted to die
she saw her big sisters cuts
and wanted to do it too
she wanted to be in heaven with her,
she was the only person she had.

i know what she felt
because now i feel the same
but tomorrow i will be gone
i will be with my sister
the only one i had
i want to be like her
and tomorrow i will be.