I just don't understand

I don't understand the meaning of life

I don't understand why the sky is blue

I don't understand why people act the way they do

I don't understand why you made the choice to get a little W**D and smoke it if only lasts for a short period of time

I don't understand why i just sit here and watch you fade away

I don't understand why everyone lies to protect the people they love and in the end the truth comes out and everyone is hurtin

I don't understand if i keep seeing you doing this S**T i will probably start too b/c i've got nothin going for me

I understand why i can't escape this pain it's constant abuse too me emotional and phyiscal it's killing i would be taking F**king pills

I do understand life never happens the way you want it too...