To my best friend who threw it all away

I ask if you can talk
and you say how
your with your boyfriend
but i realize u really are with him now

you never call me anymore
its like i don't exist
you slammed the door
in my face

You chose him over me
your supposed best friend
but cant you see
all your doing is betraying me

everyone knows its
chics before Dix
but you left with him
before i could count to six

You don't have the time
to laugh and to hang out
because your mind is filled with him
and he's all you talk about

we used to hang out everyday
talk on the phone
for hours
when we got home

but now i barely see you or talk to you
I'm sick of being second best
its like when you met him
you forget about all the rest

you forget who was there for you
when he was just your hook up
and thats all you were to him
and thats why you'd cry

I was the one who told you
you were going to be OK
"not when I'm not his girlfriend"
is all you would say

When he decided you were good enough
for him to own
that is when your true self
was shown

you left me in the dust
with not even a goodbye
but I'm happy you didn't look back
cause i wouldn't have wanted you to
see me cry