Why

Why is it that everytime that i try to acccomplish always is not good enough for people
they laugh at me, they stare at me in disbelief of what i have done
\"you could do better man\"
why can\'t you all just shut up!
Im sick and tired of people yelling in my ear of what I have to do!
Im sick of all your crap that you load onto me.
Have you ever thought of what it would be like if you were in my shoes?
No because if you did, you would feel my pain!
But lets face it: You can\'t feel my pain because you cant see what my eyes see and feel what my hear feels, now can you?
Just face it, I am a loser. I cant do anything, nothing right.
I try to do my best, but its not good enough for you or anyone else.
So why do I have to look into your eyes with eyes of bravery and you look back at me as a fraud, you look back as if I am lying?
How dare you insult my intelligence!
How dare you even consider me as a loser?
But you do, and so does everyone else.
So what should I do? What should I do to stop the madness!
Somebody better look at me and say
\"hey there is somebody that I want to be\"
\"hey thats a guy who is cool\"
\"hey i wish i was him\"
but no...no...its not like that anymore.
No its not. You dont understand me.
Thats why you cast me aside.
You throw me down.
You step on me.
You spit on my face!
You cut me! You bruise my skin!
You make me bleed!
But no matter how many times you throw me down, you step on my body, you spit on my face
No matter how much you cut me, bruise my skin, or make my flesh bleed!
I will still get up and fight my way until my breath is nothing but pure blameless air floating above your precious head.