Dear mum

In one hour it will be exactly 1 year since you went home
counting down the minutes counting down the seconds,
the pain comes back haunting me
i cant erase the memory i cannot help but remember the nightmare
you loved me so much i know that mum
the pain is so intense making my whole body numb
my mind is filled with hurt, hurt that i cant express
but all i want 2 say is i love u so much IL never love u less
thank you for all you did for me and all the care
and i know you would have had more pain if you was here
so In a way I'm glad Ur home, safe and free from sickness
free from the stress of everyday life and the pressures
well i could go on forever mum and i know sum where you are reading this
so heres my tears, heres my love, heres a hug and a goodbye kiss
(see you soon, not parted for long)
love from your baby, your youngest child Jo)