My dearest mum

Thanks again my dear and beloved mum
you was here for the best years of my life
after you went i acted so stupid but only because i missed you
i was hurt trying to find the love and affection
but now i know you are there i can talk to you anytime
just get sad though because i cant see you face
though i know your in the heavens looking down
just where Ben is and grandma all of you 2together
i know one day you will be proud of me just as you were when you passed away
IL show you the daughter you made
IL show you that you did not make a mistake
IL show you all that you showed me
and one day god willing IL be a good mum like you were
you was so sensitive and always willing to listen
so i know your there listening to this
all you wanted was to see me grow up and have a family
and even though you are not there on earth
i know you will see in heaven above
you will see mum i know it you can see me now
please forgive me for the stupid things iv done
i know you will i know you understand
you are so amazing you had the worst life i ever knew
and you pulled through and made yourself great
just as your mum went when you was 14 n you went when i was 15
so we are similar mum i understand why you cried
i understand now the pain you had all those years
and mum it hurt me SO much when you cried
and now I am happy you are crying no more but smiling all the time
i loves it when you smiled your face lit up
and when i cry and look in the mirror all i see is you crying
i do not Tnt 2 see you cry so IL try not to
your my mum and IL never let you go
IL tell my children all about you and how much you will love them
your the most important woman in my life
you are the one who made me and loved me
thanks alot mum and speak to you soon
one sweet day we will all be together
thank god you was my mum i coucould'nt hTe asked fore a better one
so take care and glad your better
glad you are happy love u always till the end nil never leave u xxx xxx