Dad...

Its sad he wasn't there
the first 15 years of my life
surprisingly he still doesn't care

why don't you love me?
i took up for you no matter what
even when every one else disagreed

i tried everything to get you to recognize me
every sport i picked up, it still wasn't enough
to daddy's heart i wasn't allowed a key

you never once picked up the phone to call
and every time my spirits were lifted
you were my downfall

i could never have a good day
because everything had to be bad
all in your power, always your way

I'm finally starting to see who you truly are
its sad i believed you for so long
I'm SICK of you being my worst scar

how many parents drink and drive
a lot i know, but not with little ones in the car
was it you goal just to see how long we would survive?

i guess you have accomplished something in life
you lost your kids and 3 other women
but hey you have 2 new kids a new ALMOST wife!

i don't need you to remember me
not on Christmas nor birthday's
just forget i exist, and let me be

i live a life that you may never know
full of love and happiness
two things for me you could never show

I'll never amount to what you wanted me to be
I'll never be daddy's beautiful little girl
it took me awhile, but this is what i finally see

i don't wish to be a sports star
i want a normal life with a normal family
i know, to you thats by far too bizarre

look, I'm through with you and pity games
forget all about your little girl
forget my birthday, forget my very name