It hurts real bad

Dear XXXX

It hurts real bad
To know that you are gone
That from now on
I'll be alone

But I've got to take this
Standing up
Even though I don't know
What this is about

You warmed my heart
But froze it as well
And in the past moments
I will forever dwell

Your name is my phobia
So is the sight of you
You're scorching hot
But icy cool too

Feelings don't seem to disappear
On their own
But it's easy for you
Your love is gone

Time heals all wounds
That's what they say
But I know it won't be for me
As I struggle to survive each day

I guess you don't care
And that's how it will remain
I do hope our memories
Will fade and grow faint

I'll find a new guy
After all I've been through
But I'm sure of this
He won't be better than you.

XXXXX