I Can't Get Over

I cant get over the times we had,
From the up, downs, good, and bad,
I want you to know that your the best blessing someone can ever have.

I pretend our break up don't affect me one bit,
But then I think about the pain, and why I have to live with is S H I T.

When we talk on the phone, It feels like your her, with me at home,
But I realize your love for me is no more, and I don't want to be alone.

Everyday of every second I wish I can be where you are,
You leaving me for what I done, will always leave a scar.

Everyday I dream of our love reuniting,
I wake up wanting to dream forever, cause the dream was so exciting.

I cant get over of thinking how you change me,
Deep down in my heart you will always be my baby.

The pain inside of me always has it ways of breaking me down,
It have me knowing that I'm a loser, and life isn't fit for this clown.

I think about what if i was a different man,
Hoping that GOD will have made me a different plan.

I get weaker and weaker as the time go's bye,
So I sit in my room, thinking to myself why.

Don't you see girl, my life will always revolve around you,
So without you and your love, I just don't know what to do.

*** My ex means alot to me, the reason I wrote this poem is because no matter how much I tell her, she can never understand where I'm coming from. But no matter what I'm always be here for her and I hope one day that my patience will be worth the wait. No know its not one of my best love poems, but to be its one of the saddest. So I hope yous enjoy it and GOD BLESS YOU ALL. ***