Saying how i feel

This poem isn't going to rhyme but I'm going to tell you how i feel..

i don't understand how you could be so mean to do this, how can you say you love me then go cheat on me with him, how can you break up with him and now like him when I'm totally in love with you still?? how can the night before i be kissing your neck and looking into your eyes and then all of a sudden its like it doesn't matter anymore? all i want is you baby, I'm so broken hearted i love you so much, i went shopping and i saw a happy couple kissing and hold each other so close, i thought of us, i want to walk down the street with you holding hands, and talk about how we will always be together, and go into that room in school where it would all begin, and go into my room listen to music and lay on my bed, i just cant believe this is happening, you promised me, you said you would never cheat on me, i believed you i really did, with everything in me, i new u wouldn't i was just scared that you might of and i had a feeling and it proved me right, even if you were stoned, what were you thinking? i was right there in the house...please love me, I'm begging you, i can't get you out of my head, all i want is for you to tell me how you truly feel, don't give me your mind games, i need to no so i can move on or i need to no so i can wait 4 you, because i love you and i would wait till the day i die to have you in my arms, he won't love you like i do, he won't listen to you babe, he will probably cheat on you, i no things about you that you probably would never be able to tell him, thats love right there babe, trusting me to keep your secrets, which i have, he's a guy he wants sex, when you said i didn't no you i didn't think it meant you would say you love me and would never cheat and then cheat....please do something to take my pain away, please don't go out with him! we barely just broke up and now you are going to go with him, how do you think that makes me feel?? i guess our marriage didn't mean anything to you and you just forgot it and our commitments together.

I'm sorry, i have to get my feelings out to this person, she don't even care, shes just going to go out with him, and leave me to be in pain, i would never cheat on her, i would never go to someone else straight after a break up