Caught up in the Middle

Am caught up in the middle
Amidst the fire and the riddle
I hold my stature
While I crumble inside
I know what I want
But the risk is too high
Should I leap forward
Or just step aside
Too distracting
Too demanding
I manage to escape
but it won't be long
Till am caught up again

My Heart
My Mind
My Soul
My Time

Shame on me
My consciuos cries out
How dare you do this to me...
My own senses
Abondened me
I contemplate in silence
While my inside screams
Unheard screams
Lost in between,
the thoughts of those surrounding me

I plead guilty
for sooner or later
It was bound to happen
I should have known better
Then to ignite such a battle

I hold my breath
and Close my eyes
For blame has no place in my heart
I shake my head in denial
While I bow
For those who are in power
A power of respect
which is like no other
Shall I respect their wishes?
But, what would that make me...