My Innocence

To loose my self
In my own thoughts

To cultivate my being
Within my own terms

To Detach from the make believe scene
To shed off my costumes
And clear off my make up

To keep aside reservations
And commitments

To Step aside
While the charade passes by

To loose my sanity
But for a moment
Would be a blessing

Alas,
Dear friend
We are unquestionably
Trapped within life's doors

What wouldn't I give
In exchange for the neutrality
The indifference

My innocence

My childhood...

What a price we had to pay
To step into the adulthood