LOST***

I do not know whether to be glad or sad

To smile or cry

To live or die

To cheer or to frown

Don\\\'t know whether to hate you or love you

I felt your distance
Felt your existence

I miss the intimacy
But, loathe the secrecy

I feel for you, feel your pain, but where is the gain...

Disturbed, trying hard to exist,
In a world that does not seize to change...

Once I came to term with my inner sense of stability,
I face a renewed challenge,
Where I try to re-instate again my individuality...

I need to let go for a while,
I need to get in touch with my inner self,
Put together the scattered pieces...

I wish no harm, but if you truly love me,
Grant me this wish, and I would forever be grateful to you...