Again

Here I am alone again,
afraid again,
in pain again.

When you hurt me it doesn't end,
the pain won't end,
I want my life to end.

I let the blood drip again,
I did it again,
I cut again.

I really don't like to,
but I feel like I've got to,
I kinda like the pain too.

I'm sitting here in shame again,
having those horrible thoughts again,
not again. not again.