I Take Back

I take back all the times I said that I loved you.
I didn't mean it.

I take back all the good things I did for you.
It was all out of guilt.

I take back all the times I ever said I was sorry.
It was done in plain politeness.

I don't take back all the times I said that I hated you under my breath.
I meant it.

I don't take back when I yelled and screamed at you.
That's what I really felt.

I don't take back all the times when I didn't do what you asked.
It was done out of my own stubbornness.

I take myself back,
away from you.
I take away what I never had,
my life