Don't Go...

You have yet to leave
And I already miss you more than ever
You weren't meant to go anywhere
You were meant to last forever

All my memories include you
Where ever there was you there was I
Now I sit here crying
It is too soon for you to die

I don't want you to go
I don't want you to perish
I don't know what it will be like
Without you here to cherish

You are my baby
My one, my only, my all
You have meant everything to me
You where there when I'd fall

What is there going to be left
But memories of better days
I cannot find the words to explain
How I will miss you in so many ways

It should not end like this
I should die, not you
I should be the one to leave
There is nothing I wouldn't do

I sit here watching you sleep
Every tear I wish I would drown in
I fear waking up in the morning
Knowing disease might win

What if you are not there?
Will I be able to persist?
You can't leave me now
Be strong and resist

My heart wishes you will make it
But my head says you are dieing
Please don't leave
I can't stop crying

I know there is nothing I can do
But keep you comfortable and safe
Just watch you sleep
And pass at your own pace

Please don't go
Please...

Samantha
Felix