Strife

Unto me you leave your problems
And u leave me in a hurry
For now I'm stuck to heal you
While my life is left so blurry

I don't see how
I don't see why
But my body
Can't seem to cry

Can't seem to let out feelings
Or be allowed to care
I'm stuck on the inside
While u go and play out there

I want to be you
Why can't you be me
Why can't I run
And have joy with my family

Why am I here
Why are you there
Who's choice was this
But hey, its not like u care

You're free
You can be wild
I'm here
In a life so mild

I'm depressed
With feelings recessed
In my heart
The room is so dark

I end this poem now
Thinking of my life
And I learn that between me and the world
There is a bitter strife