I just want the pain to stop
i want it to all go away
i want to wake up and feel better
to not act this way anymore
heart and mind still racing
voices all around
people looking, starring, eyeing
i hope it goes away
scared and frightened
hands still tremble
confused and bothered by all thoughts.
concentrate nearly imposable
thats how i feel inside
an explanation of how i feel
only one of many thoughts
loss of sleep and constant tiredness, afraid to be alone
feel sick to your stomach all day long but encouraged to move on
at times I'm not myself
thats the worst feeling of all
this should all go away they say
but I'm still just a terrified little girl trapped in my own little world.
