To my dad ive never known

You left when I was just a kid
And I never even knew.
The secrets people hid from me
And now I'm being shown.
I'm learning more about you now
Then Ive ever thought Id know.
They said you were a cold blood killer
And that made me turn my head.
But now that I know the truth
And I fully understand.
You had to do what you had to do
And it made you a grown man.
You were forced to grow up
In a matter of seconds in time.
My mommy was still a little girl
Forced to raise me alone in this cold world.
I remember when I was very little
Her crying over the TV and news.
She says Leeraina baby, come here my dear
I need you to hold me now.
Are life's going to be tough you hear
But baby girl, your Mommy's still here.
And all I could ask myself then was
Why did you just abandon us?
Just walk right out the door?
Now I have my new daddy
Who's treated me with such care.
Hes been there since I was really little
And treated me like his own.
Now I have all of these baby brothers
Brian, Kyle and Evan.
Even though we have all different dads.
Our Mommy's been the one
She fed, bathed, cleaned, cooked
Sacrificed her childhood for us all.
My sweet, adorable, blessed, baby brothers
Are all I have in life.
When they heard of our Mommy's death
They turned to there big sister.
Nayna, I miss mommy, Nayna I'm so sad.
Nayna will you please hold me
What did mommy do that was so bad?
I was forced to grow up
In a matter of seconds in time
So hey guess what I'm just like you dad.