NoT ANoThEr BeEr DaD

Every night my contions builds of more fear
its always the same every night "Josie get me another beer"

i never really thought there was something wrong with you
but Ive notice when your drunk its crazy things you do

i live my life as if its yours its always the same story
as if 2 hurt me was your given glory

everyday i look at you with my hidden shame
so i ask god please stop giving me this unwanted pain

in this house all you do is yell and scream
all i do is wish for a normal father and thats my only dream

i cant wait till i leave this hell place
because then ill never have 2 see you haunting face

because when i do I'm leaving some where so far
but until then ill try and stop the pain so ll cut and receive another scar