Fading away

Everything fell apart I'm just so stressed
i hate my self I'm so depressed

my tears are words my heart cant say
instead of colors all i see is gray

i made a promise, that i couldn't keep
i cut again and again so very deep

But now i will not cut anymore
in a pool of blood i lie on the floor

now I'm scared and have plenty of pain
as I'm watching the blood pour from my veins

slowly I'm dieing, I'm fading away
there was so much to do, so much to say.....

*Just how i was feeling at the moment