The Poem Of A Cutter©

I lay in a corner
and watch me bleed
I crave all the pain
that's all I need

I need my razors
hear them call my name
bring some kind of comfort
take away the blame

It was my fault
for being such a w**r*
he did what he did
pushing it a little more

him and a friend
liked to hear me scream
asking them to stop
pretending it's a dream

I can't believe it
all the possible pain
he's brought to my life
tearing my veins

Maybe if I don't speak
it will just fade
it haunts me all night
till I use my blade

just cut a little more
just fly away
forget a few moments
how things will stay

take a step forward
and take two back
step out of comfort
remember the past

So I'll cut a little bit
feel a little blood
getting a little deeper
up my broken arm