I look in the mirror
I see nothing
is that what i've become in this demulcent life. i stopped eating and you started loving me. i'mnothungry became my slogan. and then the sickness began.
honey you look so beautiful.
it doesn't matter i'm too weak for a soul. i no longer feel anything but heavy. the thoughts never end. YOUR FAT. they repeat over and over again. everyone's suddenly my friend and they wanna hang out for a while, but just twenty pounds ago they wouldn't even smile. they wouldn't wave their hand no man would look my way. now they all understand what i'm going through what i say.
i lied to myself this can't be me a pile of skin and bones can't make me happy i see who i've become and it disgust me. i'm sorry people i can't be what you want me to be.
