Dear Mom

Dear mom I think I'm dying. No Mom, I'm not lying.
This is what came from trying. Please Mom don't start crying.
You said I should be dead.Yes mom, thats what you said.
Now my wrists are red. And I'm bleeding in my bed.
Really mom, I hope your glad. No mom I'm not sad
I wont be here much longer, but the pains really not that bad.
I'm happy I made you smile, but god this is a pile
I had to kill myself for it. Maybe it's worth the while
No mom I don't hate you, its something I HAD to do.
and Maybe you wanted me to, but no mom i don't blame you
I wanna say thank you mom, even though I'm dead for you.
You were the only honest one, I'm amazed you didn't lie too
You always said you hated me, even though I was your son
you said you hated the day I was born, And when my life is done
Dear mom this is the last day, I'm starting to fade away
thanks mom for all you've done, I'll see you in hell one day.