Was it love?????

We were really wild like we came from the farm,
we got cleaned up and u placed me in your arms.
questioning me as if i was lieing,
through all the oain i was practically dieing
you couldnt trust me not just one bit,
everytime i would say no you would start having a fit.
deep in my heart i felt unloved
all i wanted was to be cradled and hugged.
deep downn i knew you loved me
someday youll see theres no other \\\"he\\\"
i wish i could prove you wrong today
so i wouldnt have to hear you say.
i feel like im trapped in a bubble
all my body feels so weak and humble
when you look me in the eye and tell me a straight up lie
inside i wanna make you die
someday i know you will regret
i was so sure, i placed a bet
you know that i was always there for you
hoping that you wered always being true
you brain washed me
to the point were i feel like im no longer a human being
but i hate the changes of weather
cuz all i can think is that we\\\'ll be no longer togethor
i gave u my heart
and finally she tore us apart

i couldnt go through the pain of not knowing is it true? does he really love me?? am i the only one he seeks??? and does he still want me???? well turns out that we love echother but those were sum ruff days

give me sum comments i wrote it in 4th period social studies i wa really bored halla