Russian Roulette

I`m nothing special
And I never will be
Either no one ever cared
Or they just couldn`t see

It`s hard pretending to be ok
When I know anything good I`ll ever have
Is going to go away

And you`re testing me
To see how long it will take me to cave,
Untill I break down
I`m nothing you can save

When you`re done I`ll be gone
And If you think I`ll come back
You`ve never been more wrong

And that gun is looking pretty tempting
`Cause you`ve caused a wound that won`t heal
Maybe a quite game of Russian roulette
Will show you that this pain is real

Say the word, and you`re on
And you`ll see how fast
My life will be gone