I don't want to go on... but i don't want to die

He ruins everything,
he killed my heart
now he has made
my whole world fall apart

He stops me doing doing everything
i feel i dont have a life
i cant do anything
He has forced me to the knife

Now hes taken my phone
I cant speak to anyone
I am now all alone
This torture has yet again begun

I dont want to live this life anymore
but i dont want to die
coz it\'ll show him he has won, like all the times before
But what can i do, there\'s nomore tears to cry

Should I go on
Show him i can succeed
coz i can get inspiration
from my friends, theyre all i need

But is it too late
has he already killed me
Has he sealed my fate
i dont know, i no longer am free