Come back

As i write this poem
tears are falling down my face
all the words you said to me
are things i can't erase

you cut me really deep
with everything you said
you don't even want me
you wouldn't care if i was dead!

you say i could do better
but you don't even care!
you don't even love me!
your never even there

so i guess i couldn't do better
if i can't even get you!
i really want you bad
even after what you put me through!

this heart of mine is bleeding
and so i have to confess....
i don't want you to kiss him!
it will make me such a mess!!

please just love me back
why am i so bad?
am i really that hard to love?
do i really make you that sad?

do you really want to lose
all the times we had together?
never happening again??
but we promised it was forever!

am i really selfish??
for only thinking of me?
should i just let you go
so you and him can be??

do you really want that?
just tell me whats true
all I've ever wanted
is to only be with you!

i really hate loving someone who doesn't love you