Forgive me for loving you...

I was just lying
It was not the truth
When I said I was OK
And that I forgive you

I'm sorry I'm not gorgeous
As she is, to you
I tried to do everything I could
Hoping you would think I am too

Forgive me for my lying
I did not want to appear hurt
The smile I put to cover my cries
Because I know why it didn't work

I apologize for what I did
But all I ever did was care
I was the one you turned to
Just overlook the things we shared

Please excuse me
My heart's just breaking
Right in front of you
I think this is all the pain I can take in.....