How Do I tell my father.....

Well I did soemthing wrong
I know I shouldn't have
But I did
I don't regret it

I just have to take the punishment
I feel in love and had s*x
And now i'm pregnant
Now I am a mother to be

I havent told my father
I don't know how to
I tried to tell him before
But I know he will be angry

So I get the courage and tell him
He flipps out and calls me names
He tells me im a discrace
And now he hates me and my kid

I want to die
I wan't to scream
I can't take this pain
But I must for the child that's inside me