Pain

The emptiest inside is growing cold, i lay here with nothing to hold.

my soul once so beautiful shined light my day, i sit here with nothing to say.

my mind is spinning out of control, trying to find a happy moment for myself to console

my life once with purpose is now d@mned for pain, no matter how hard i try there's nothing to gain

Leaving behind the ones who loved with noting to lose. there to help the pain they still cant sooth

my mouth is closed with pain and grief. i lost my way and found no beliefs

my mission still not clear trying to find my way searching through my darkest fears

having lived a life full of sins and shame. i wish i God would take me out of life's game

with nothing to gain and nothing to keep, i hold all the pain inside close my eyes and sleep