Free Me*(A depressed One's Prayer)*

O Lord please free me of these

heavy,thick,dark,and soul

piercing emotions that bound me

like chains from my ankles to my

thighs and bring these tears to my

eyes.Help me to stop these cries

Free me from this burden of

distrust,dislike,depression,envy

hostility,suppressed anger,and

secrecy......yea secrecy free me

of this secret lifestyle that I feel

that I must live by.Free me of

thinking that it's OK to hide my

true feelings and emotions from

others free me of thinking these

hurtful thoughts will just disperse

if I just ignore them and never

confront them. Free me of

my constant need of others and

free me of my constant want to be

alone.Free to the point that I

can actually say that I trust at

least one person.Free me of my

desire for death.Free me of my

life.....yes free me of this life that

I live. Free me of my frame of

mind lord please free me of this

PAIN lord please I'm on bended

knee and all i ask is that you

help,understand,and hear me.

Lord that's all that I ask. I

come to you not only as your

creation but as your child.......

I come to you as your daughter

Help me to break free and

tell me that I need not to be

afraid to be me and tell me that

I need not to be afraid to be

human and tell me that I need not

to be afraid to be my best

because greatness only excepts

the best.And If you are the

best at being who you are then

you promise me that greatness

is not very far away and when it

arrives I will be superior.And

with speaking these words purify

my mind,body,heart,and soul.

In your name I pray lord

~*AMEN*~