To my darling

To my darling,
I caught you again today,
I found you with her once again,
how stupid am I???
I've had to get over you
three times...
can't remember?
let me remind you...

the first time that I let
you into my heart, trusted
you with every thing I had,
you cheated on me with *holly,
I found you with her,
lucky I did or I wouldn't have
known, we broke up and moved
apart,

I tried to forget about you,
moved on with another guy,
but some how I ended up
forgiving you...

the second time we
tried to make it work,
I had my suspicions,
giving you the benefit of
doubt or dynel I'm not sure,
but once again I was right
and I found you with *marry...
this was the second time
I had to get over you...

now recently you told me how
once again our wanted there to
be an us,
you wanted me again because
I was the one you loved,
and stupid me I took you
back...
and sure enough when you tell
me your spending the day with
the boys I spend the day with
the girls I find you with *Lilly...
so now for the third time I'm
faced with having to get
over you...

so could you please stop calling
me, stop accidentally running into me,
because I know that when you say
your sorry I'll forgive you,
and if you ask me to I'll
take you back...

Sarah

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