My Final Fall....

I ran up to my room
And quickly shut the door
I knew that if I didnt
Id suffer more and more

I knew my dad was angry
But there nothing I could do
I just sat there all alone
And prayed to make it through

I heard him moving closer
My heart began to race
I just could not control myself
I soon began to pace

There no way to escape
The pain that lied ahead
The only thing to do
Was to curl up in my bed

As I hid beneath the sheets
My dad stormed in the room
He punched me in the face
And my head hit with a boom

He was yelling oh so loud
My nightmare had come true
I knew that I was hopeless
With nothing I could do

He grabbed me by the neck
And threw me at the wall
At this point I was sure
That itd be my final fall

I stood there all alone
Afraid of whats to come
I never felt so used
I never felt so dumb

Before he let me breathe
He threatened me and left
He told me if I told
Its me who would face death

Now that he was gone
I let my tears fall down
I couldnt let him see me
While wearing this huge frown

I rushed over to my desk
And grabbed my only hope
The knifes the only way
The only way to cope

I put it to my wrist
And dared to press it down
I knew that if I did
Id get rid of whats around

I pushed it down so hard
I thought that I might die
If everything went right
Itd be my last goodbye

But sadly im still here
I couldnt seem to leave
All that I had gained
Was a scar beneath my sleeve

And every time this happens
The more I want to die
And I promise sometime soon
Ill finally say goodbye...

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