Im not alrite
u all think i am
why cant u tell
the pain is right in my eyes
i guess i fooled to many people
with one simple simple
a smile that is hard to put on
one day , its going to break off
the pain u feel breaks your heart
into so many pieces
that cant be put back together
it isnt love that has torn me apart
its the love of my family that has
destroyed me in many ways
most of it is my fault..
the things ive done wrong
thes lies i made
i guess the \"happy ending\"
doesnt happen 4 everyone
only the lucky ones
with fmaily that made them grow
into a life without hate
when you found out i cut
myself u just laugh and walked away
when u found out i tried to kill myself
thats when u started to get mad at me
hitting drinking all the time
it just made things worst
this is when i realize
i wasnt loved or cared about
i was brought into this world without
choice and get this pain of punishment
from wanting love from you
people always have said to me that
life will be better
after getting hit i knew that wasnt true
i dont want this to me the end
after this i hope ur in tears
so il kill myself, this time
i will susseed
slice my wirst
make it bleed,
remember the times i was good to you
all of this beocouse of hate, drinking
hitting no f**king love
poeple will now see how much pain i am in
couse killing urself is a deadly sin
sorry i must go
couse not enough love has already let me go
