My Last Mistake

I dont understand why It must be this way,
I feel like life has gone a stray.

Life isnt what its suppose to be,
i pictured it so differently.

I wish it didnt end up like this,
why did i make such a horrid amiss.

I am the only one to blame,
My life is filled with guilt and shame.

I hang my head throught out the day,
Now my life is what i take away.

-ChRiStA