When Your Not There

I get so upset,
I act so mad,
My life is at threat,
I hope your glad.

You just don't understand,
You don't even try,
Demand after demand,
I just cry and cry.

I do things for you,
Cant think of enough,
You don't have a clue,
That I got it rough.

I cant even talk,
Never mind see,
Don't want to walk,
You might disagree.

The things you say,
I grind my teeth,
I wish that everyday,
You could see whats underneath.

You are my dad,
Your suppose to be here,
When I'm sad,
You just disappear.

I'm done with trying,
Doing all this stuff,
I'm done with the crying,
Ive had enough.

-Christa