The Life That I Live...

People look at my life and say it's complex,
But I'm really the only one who understands,
Even all my close friends around me,
They think I have too many demands.

But I know some people know me,
And everything I say and do,
These are the people I love the most,
I just hope they all love me too.

In my life I sometimes doubt myself,
To music I then turn,
Every time I feel down and depressed,
It's music that helps me to learn.

To learn my life's not as tough as I think,
Even though it can be pretty bad,
Every song has a different meaning,
Some maybe happy, some maybe sad.

So this is my life in a nut shell,
I have an up and a down,
I can be so extactically happy,
Or so depressed that I'll just want to drown.