If Only

If only you could see,
The pain behind my eyes.
If only you could see,
The deception of your lies.

If only you could feel,
The love i feel for you.
If only you could feel,
What it's like to see the truth.

If only you could hear,
My silent screams at night.
If only you could hear,
The hope that i hold tight.

If only you were here,
I might feel a little less hurt.
If only you were here ,
There wouldn't be hatred that lurks.

If only you could see,
Who i can't be.
Then maybe you would see,
You're better off without me.