Cry

You are not the man
You used to be.
You used to love me
How can that be?
You made me cry,
Now tell me why.
I need to know, was it me?
Did I not give you all you wanted?
Could I not meet all your needs?
I guess I'm just not good enough for you.
I guess it just wasnt meant to be.
You shattered my dreams.
You have torn my heart.
How could you do this?
Im breaking apart!
My dreams are dark, upsetting and gray.
How could you do this to me?
I trusted you!
I love you!
You are the reason I live today.
Your my living factor in life!
Why cant you understand,
I NEED YOU!!!!
You know what, just get out.
Leave my house and dont come back!
You have taken my heart
You're not getting my pride.
~As he walks over to me I try to be mad but its pointless I start to cry he touches my face and leans in to kiss me I turn my face and just whisper "please go". As he walks out the door, the tears poor down from my eyes. I fall to the ground on to my knees, and already praying for him to come back through the door, but he doesnt. I still cant grasp that he's never coming back. I miss him...I love him...and it hurts to know he doesnt know that.