Every day I sit outside watch the clouds flow right by
Wishing that it was that easy for one’s life to flow like that
I sit think that my heart is bleeding
Waiting and wanting to be rid of this life of mine
But then again there are those who want me to stay here like the one I love
Pleading me to stop trying to kill myself
Everyday I sit by the water watch the ripples of the crystal clear liquid float away
Thinking that is what happens to my blood when it hits the water
Every night I lay outside watching the stars in the sky shin their brightest
Thinking that is where I will be later on in life
But for now I will be right here with my love and life along w/ all my friends and family
